So, I started reading this great book this week called A Million Little Pieces. Wonderful, yet depressing. It's about this 23-year-old guy who has been an addict for ten years. It's very sad, but honestly, it reminds me of myself a lot, in a way.

Anyway, awhile back Seth told me I should write an autobiography. I've worked on it some, but I find it hard to look back sometimes. I have so many bits and pieces of my life and who I was floating around in my head that really need to be written down. I'll start doing that at some point and posting them here. This is my warning, though. They'll be.. hard for you guys to read, especially for those of you who know me well. Should I post them at all? I'd really like to, but they'll need feedback. Do you think it'll be too hard for you to read? Some of you know what I'm talking about, and some of you don't...

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Even if I say, "It'll be alright,"
Still I hear you say you want to end your life.
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it all around 'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late.

The world we knew won't come back.
The time we've lost can't get back.
The life we had won't be ours again.

This world will never be what I expected.
And if I don't belong...

Even if I say, "It'll be alright,"
Still I hear you say you want to end your life.
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it all around 'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late.

~Suchi